cruel world

cruel world

shart-nado:

Think Anorexia is funny? Sorry. I am a survivor and find NOTHING cute about this.

Wanna dress up like an Anorexic? All it takes is:

  • 4 years of hospitalization 
  • A nasogastric feeding-tube because you’ve starved yourself so much that your body doesn’t recognize food as a good thing and tries to attack itself.
  • Re-Feeding Syndrome, which can kill you. 
  • Emotional struggles for years. 
  • A father crying and pleading on his knees begging for you to get help
  • A mother who cries every time she sees you because you look and SMELL like death.
  • Holidays missed, birthdays crying in a hospital.
  • Almost every major organ in your body failing.
  • A shower chair - because you can’t stand in the shower because you’re too weak and the warm water could make you pass out.
  • A wheelchair, because you are too weak to walk and it could make you go into cardiac arrest.
  • A lifetime of medications for anxiety and the health issues “Anna Rexia” caused.
  • Plenty of money for multiple ER trips due to “Anna Rexia” even in recovery.
  • And if you don’t get help like I do, or even if you do, a coffin. Because I’ve lost more friends to this eating disorder then anything I’ve ever faced.

I almost died from this. I know it’s supposed to be funny and shit and yeah I get that, but seriously. THIS IS NOT FUNNY. Anorexia is nothing to party about or laugh at. It’s real, it’s deadly, and should not be marketed as a slutty outfit.

Want to dress as “Anna Rexia”? Just go as a Vampire, or a Zombie. Because 1/3 of us are dead.

23 Jul 2014 / Reblogged from chilliviolets with 169,195 notes

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6 favourite selfies!!

i nominate buttsandbooks, bonerhouse, fogblogger and gloriavale!

Selfie 1 is the selfie I took after I bought AM tickets and was super excited but also half asleep and I like how my beard looks!!
Selfie 2 is a cute one of me when I was feeling cute.
Selfie 3 is a sad one of me when I was feeling sad.
Selfie 4 was the last selfie I took before I went to Japan last year, and it was on that trip that my mother was diagnosed with cancer and we had to come home. So that selfie makes me feel sad bc I remember how happy I was and how it all came crashing down around me :(
Selfie 5 is similarly sad, I was really really hungover and had to come home from Wellington at 7am back to Paekak to do a 10 hour shift at work. That was the last time I skyped my mum (and talked to her, in fact) when she wasn’t sick. I also discovered Easy/Lucky/Free by Bright Eyes on that train ride home so every time I listen to it I remember my mum and I feel sad.
And finally, selfie 5 is a super cute one of me and the bae~ <3

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23 Jul 2014 / Reblogged from upthebracket-- with 559 notes

you&#8217;ve got a pretty kind of dirty face
and when she&#8217;s leaving your home, she&#8217;s begging you &#8220;stay, stay, stay&#8221;

you’ve got a pretty kind of dirty face
and when she’s leaving your home, she’s begging you “stay, stay, stay”

It&#8217;s 1pm and I&#8217;m on the train from Wellington to Paekakariki. This is between Pukerua Bay and my hometown. I really miss seeing this view everyday. One of the best in the world.

It’s 1pm and I’m on the train from Wellington to Paekakariki. This is between Pukerua Bay and my hometown. I really miss seeing this view everyday. One of the best in the world.

thebandhaim:

Photo | Abby Williamson

thebandhaim:

Photo | Abby Williamson

23 Jul 2014 / Reblogged from alexthebandguy with 1,049 notes / #queen 

bakrua:

bewbin:

Why do people drink alcohol it tastes disgusting

you don’t drink it for the taste. u drink shit like apple juice for the taste. you drink alcohol to get rid of the bad taste that every awful person in your life has left

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ARTIST: Peace

TRACK: California Daze

ALBUM: In Love

PLAYS: 4,299

23 Jul 2014 / Reblogged from 1ibertine with 947 notes / #favourite 

Anonymous asked: me too!! it's so hard when people say shit like 'feminism doesn't exist anymore', when sexism is literally everywhere. It's sad when girls automatically think it's normal for them to be portrayed sexually to be appealing.

It’s awful. And I hate too how feminism has been interpreted so that everyone now assumes that it means ‘hating men’. No, that’s not what it fucking is. People need to get educated. The patriarchy we live in is sickening and I hate it so much. Gah.

my endlessly wonderful girlfriend @kyralawler took this when we went to the wintergardens last month.

my endlessly wonderful girlfriend @kyralawler took this when we went to the wintergardens last month.

forgottenmeanings:

Arctic Monkeys songs combined with my photography.

22 Jul 2014 / Reblogged from s0urtwist with 824 notes

Anonymous asked: Yeah you're right, I didn't mean to congratulate you, because I totally agree and I think everyone should have your approach, but unfortunately you don't meet a whole lot of guys that even consider feminism relevant :)

it’s horrid. i hate how feminism is a dirty word these days, and people are like “i’m not a feminist because i believe in equality for everyone” like sorry but you actually need to fuck off and get educated ugh. and i hate how rape culture permeates every corner of society, and i hate how disgusting and animalistic men are towards women. ugh i just get so sick of men and their horrible attitudes to women, it makes me sick.